sometimes

* sometimes i feel like banging my head against the wall
* sometimes i wonder if they can even hear me
* sometimes i'm astounded at the complete lack of willingness to compromise
* sometimes i'm so tired my body shakes
* sometimes i'm so hungry i can feel the rumble of my stomach down to my toes
* sometimes i want to say f**k it all
* sometimes i want to run up and give someone a hug
* sometimes i want to nuzzle up against my mom and have her tell me everything will be okay
* sometimes i get so excited about going to the movies
* sometimes i wonder where the day went
* sometimes i wish i could go back with what i know now
* sometimes i'm really in a groove
* sometimes i wish life could be simpler
* sometimes i realize that although life may not be simple it is something to embrace...

friday/saturday shuffle

i feel like the walls are closing in on me and i can't type. daylight savings time is about to end and i'm feeling a bit melancholy. hopefully this shuffle will help to alleviate some of the pressure:

1. "Softer. Softest" - Hole
2. "Geek USA" - Smashing Pumpkins
3. "Orion" - Rodrigo y Gabriela
4. "Let Down" - Radiohead
5. "You Oughta Know" (live) - Alanis Morisette
6. "The Bad Thing" - Arctic Monkeys
7. "Don't Stop Me Now" - Queen
8. "Le Voyage de Penelope" - Air
9. "Surf Wax America" (live) - Weezer
10. "Treefingers" (extended) - Radiohead

my eyes are burning and my head is pounding but i love the sounds i hear.