shuffling a friday to a sunday and a couple of nonsensical blabberings - don't mind me

i know, i know, everyone is busy, i'm not the only one. but, i really am up to my ears with school, home, family, internship, life, you name it...

and i feel this insane pressure to do everything perfectly and on time. yes, i am feeling sorry for myself.

starting a blog was supposed to be fun and therapeutic, but i'm feeling stressed and this weird pressure to keep up with it. and i shouldn't. but, i am determined to not give up on it. so, here is a post on a sunday night when i should be doing one of these instead:

1. reading
2. researching
3. cleaning
4. anything other than sitting in front of the computer looking at boots online and driveling on about how i'm soooooo busy

there is one bright spot. a light at the end of the tunnel if you will. i'm shooting my student film tomorrow and hoping the weather cooperates. i've been pretty nervous and excited about it, but tomorrow is the day. pretty jazzed that i'm getting real hands-on experience with 16mm cameras. wish me luck.

i'm also interning at an independent film company in san francisco and it's pretty exciting stuff. i'll go into more detail later, but suffice it to say, i'm enjoying being part of a grassroots effort despite the stress and pressure.

is there a theme going on here? why, yes there is. it's called: stress and pressure.

okay, that's enough. i'm through with that now.

should go and attempt to do one of the things on my list above. but before i go, here is my friday shuffle on a sunday. behold:

1. "Sweet Jane" - Cowboy Junkies
2. "Feeling Good" - Bobby Darin
3. "High As The Ceiling" - Stereophonics
4. "Pigs In Zen" (live) - Jane's Addiction
5. "Northern Whale" - The Good, The Bad & The Queen
6. "A Message" - Coldplay
7. "Any Way You Want It" - Journey
8. "Garageland" - The Clash
9. "I Go Humble" - Bjork
10. "Gnossienne 5" - Amarcord Wien

there you have it.